"Khushi... Khushi..." Ryan's voice cracked as he sobbed, his body shaking with convulsive sobs. He hugged her tightly, his arms wrapped around her like a vice. "Khushi, I love you... I can die for you... Please, Khushi, I don't want to harm you... Each time I hurt you, I hurt myself too... See how many times I cut my thighs... See how many times I burnt my wrist?! Can't you see?! Khushi, I want you to be mine but like this..?!! Noooooo . I want your soul... Your body..your love. Your everything!"

He buried his face in her hair, his tears soaking her scalp. "Please, Khushi... I can't bear to see you like this... I can't bear to hurt you anymore... I want to love you, Khushi... Really love you... Not this twisted, sick love that's consuming me..."

Ryan hugged her tightly and started jerking her simultaneously..

Khushi please.... Please Khushi.... I can't see you like this , I want your love ; I know I am doing wrong but what can I do ! When you told me about your bastard ex ; I thought I will show you what love actually is ; but no you were too stubborn; I know you were betrayed but that doesn't mean you should close the way to your heart!

I want to see affection in your eyes ,not this disgust at all .

( Hugging her he started crying; his tears were dripping down slowly on her naked back ....)

Remaining in his arms ....

Khushi: I wish I could Ryan !

Ryan : please speak please speak your heart out I promise you I will never hurt you ...tell me what you want to say ...

Khushi : (emotionless tired voice) I ..... I .... was trying to love you , but I needed time to trust... You don't know how foolish I am in love !

If I am in love with you , I will love your everything... But I needed time ...once  I thought to give a chance to our marriage... By the time my ex hit me on the pub ... I know I have told wrong words ... Believe me I am not like this ... If I was like that I could have forgotten my ex  ....

Ryan broke the hug wipe off his tears and came to her with a first aid box . He opened it and picked up some ointment and started applying on her wounds.

Ryan whispered " I will heal all your wounds.. physical and emotional.just let me do it .. , believe me please....."

As Ryan applied the ointment to Khushi's battered body, his touch was gentle and tender. Khushi winced in pain, but also felt a sense of relief as the ointment soothed her wounds. She couldn't help but shiver as Ryan's fingers traced the contours of her body, his touch sending shivers down her spine.He was trailing his fingers with love and  passions to the untouched parts of her body ..

Khushi's crying had subsided, replaced by heavy breathing as she gazed up at Ryan. His eyes were filled with a deep sadness and regret, and Khushi's heart went out to him. She knew he was trying to make amends, and she wanted to forgive him.

As Ryan continued to apply the ointment, Khushi's shivering turned into trembling. She was overwhelmed with emotion, and her body was responding to Ryan's touch in ways she couldn't control. She felt a flutter in her chest, and her breathing grew heavier.

when his fingers trailed over her soft pussy and he used his one finger to put some ointment inside her vagina ...Ryan noticed the change in Khushi's body language and paused, his eyes locking onto hers. "Khushi, I..." he whispered, his voice trembling with emotion.

Khushi's gaze was unwavering, her eyes pleading with him to continue. She wanted to feel his touch, wanted to let go of all the pain and hurt.

Ryan's fingers resumed their gentle exploration, and Khushi's trembling grew more pronounced. She was lost in the sensation, her body screaming for more.

As they sat there, wrapped in each other's embrace, Khushi knew she was crossing a threshold. She was letting go of her fear, her anger, and her hurt. She was choosing to trust Ryan, to forgive him, and to love him.



The air was thick with tension, the only sound of their heavy breathing and the soft rustling of the ointment bottle. Time stood still as they surrendered to their emotions, their bodies entwined in a dance of passion and redemption.

He took her lips for a deep slow kiss while his finger was exploring her core slowly and gradually she was surrendering to him .. she was kissing him back ... After a deep passionate breath they took a long breath, she gulped,both their eyes were red and filled with emotions...

Ryan : Khushi I am sorry ( looking at her ) . please love me back please.

Khushi : Ryan ... It's ok ...

Ryan : please let me take you to somewhere...

Khushi: where ?

Ryan: honeymoon????

Khushi: but .... Before she could speak Ryan pecked her lips and said ...

baby ummm please let me celebrate my first birthday with you please don't say no .. please 🥺

Khushi: ok.. but where we are going?

Ryan : It will be surprise ...

Khushi's POV

What's happening with me ! Khushi; are you really being yourself! This person hurt you and you are forgiving him ! (Her mind ) If she can forgive her ex then why not her husband??

" Why did I say yes to him ; why I felt disgusted when Debdeep touched me , yes my heart skipped a beat when first I saw him there ,but the moment Ryan held me in his arms claiming him as my husband, why I liked it ! Why I am accepting everything as my fate !?? Why am I behaving like blind ? He have literally tortured me ; instead of killing him ; I am letting him touch me ,to take advantage of me ! And today when I kissed him back ... Noo whyyyy did I ?! Am I falling in love ?

To be continued. 

Sorry for late update.